Things happen for a reason.

2011-11-01T21:13:00.000+11:00

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I update more often on that :)

2011-10-14T20:34:00.002+11:00

You don't see that when things are your fault, whether it be partially or wholly, all you do is turn around and find a reason to blame it on someone else. You never seem to admit to your mistakes and instead, make it worse for everyone else around you.

Others have been the ones to apologize, even if it wasn't their fault and it was actually yours. But you've never been the one to apologize in a LONG time and I have to admit that I haven't even heard those words pass by your lips.

Lately, I feel like I've been taken for granted. I try to help you whenever I can, whether it be with studies or financially. But you always seem to take advantage of me and the opportunities I give you and snap at me. I understand that I offered them to you, but it doesn't mean you take advantage of me every single time and treat me rudely and give me attitude.

Recently, I've been so sick of dealing with you and all your acts of drama and attention. That's the main reason why I'm hardly online to talk to you or even hang out.

I don't know how much longer I can put up with you. Either change, or I'm walking. Cause I don't deserve to be taken for granted.

No one should be.

2011-10-09T17:15:00.001+11:00

Always remember that pain makes people change… So don’t hurt them when you don’t want them to change.

2011-09-30T17:46:00.002+10:00

I'll always remember when you said that you didn't care anymore

and that you were sick of all my shit.

2011-09-30T17:34:00.003+10:00

Sometimes you make me so angry

that I feel like giving up what

we've both been working so hard for..

2011-09-30T17:34:00.001+10:00

Whatever.

I don't give a shit about you too.

2011-09-15T21:21:00.000+10:00

Sometimes, the things in life are so unfair.

But hey, shit happens, life goes on.

2011-09-14T20:15:00.001+10:00

At times, you make me very angry.

And I don't even understand how on earth you did it.

But you did.

2011-09-14T20:14:00.001+10:00

I'm not a fucking second option.

Things shouldn't come before me. Especially not video games.

2011-09-13T20:33:00.002+10:00

Just remember that on that day, my smile broke.

Along with my heart.

2011-09-09T12:14:00.001+10:00

Never trust what boys tell you.

2011-09-09T10:48:00.001+10:00

If you lie to me once about what you're doing or where you are, that shows that there's no trust in our relationship and that I was a fool to believe you.

So, lie to me and you're gone, you got that?

2011-09-09T10:28:00.001+10:00

Ever have that day where your heart feels like it just got ripped out, stepped on and shattered? That's me right now..

2011-04-10T22:02:00.003+10:00

The best relationships is when you two can act like lovers and best friends. It's when you have more playful moments than serious moments.It's when you can joke around, let each other have piggy backs, have unexpected hugs and random kisses.It's when you two give each other that specific stare and just smile. It's when you'll rather stay in to watch movies, eat junk food and cuddle, than go out all the time. It's when you'll stay up all night just to settle your arguments and problems. It's when you can completely act yourself and they can still love you for who you are.

2011-04-10T21:58:00.000+10:00

How can you call it love, when you're crying more than you're smiling?

2011-04-10T21:52:00.001+10:00

Being in a relationship isn't about the kissing, the dates or the showing off. It's about being with that person that makes you happy in a way that no one else can.

2011-04-10T21:51:00.000+10:00

The best feelings are those that can't be described.

2011-04-10T21:50:00.000+10:00

No one ever gets tired of loving. But everyone gets tired of waiting, assuming, hearing lies and hurting.

2011-04-05T19:10:00.001+10:00

If you really matter to someone, that person will always make time for you.

No excuses, no lies, and no broken promises.

2011-04-04T18:36:00.001+10:00

Let go when you're hurting too much. Give up when love isn't enough and move on when things are not the same.

2011-04-04T18:35:00.001+10:00

I want a guy who could just drop anything and everything he's doing, just do he could talk to me.

2011-03-31T21:48:00.001+11:00

love me today, more than yesterday

2011-03-31T21:43:00.002+11:00

A successful relationship requires falling in love many times.

Always with the same person, just deeper and deeper each time.

2011-03-31T21:41:00.001+11:00

Sleeping next to you is the most safest feeling in the world.

2011-03-31T21:39:00.001+11:00

The person who really loves you sees what a mess you can be,how moody you can get, and how hard you are to handle, but still wants you in his life.

2011-03-31T21:37:00.002+11:00

Three simple rules:

1.If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it.

2. If you don't ask, the answer will always be no.

3. If you don't step forward, you will always stay in the same spot.

2011-03-31T21:30:00.000+11:00

I need someone that is not afraid to let the world know that I'm his, and he's mine :)

2011-03-29T21:18:00.001+11:00

Take a chance because you never know how perfect something can turn out to be.

2011-03-24T22:42:00.001+11:00

If you love me, show me

If you miss me, be with me

If you care about me, be there for me.

2011-03-24T22:38:00.000+11:00

It's funny how someone

you love could destroy you

if they wanted to.

2011-03-24T22:33:00.002+11:00

I want to sleep with you.

I don't mean have sex.

I mean sleep. Together.

Under my blankets. In my bed.

With my hand on your chest.

And your arm around me.

With the window cracked.

So it's chilly and we have to cuddle closer.

No talking.

Just sleepy, blissfully happy, silence.

2011-03-22T21:00:00.003+11:00

When you're stuck between two options, flip a coin. It works, not because it solves your problem, but in that split second where the coin's in the air, you'll know what your heart is really hoping for.

2011-03-21T21:30:00.002+11:00

'Love me when I least deserve it,

because that's when I really need it.'

- Swedish Proverb

2011-03-21T21:28:00.000+11:00

"A girl doesn't need anyone who doesn't need her."

- Marilyn Monroe

2011-03-21T21:27:00.000+11:00

When;

A girl is in love, you can see it in her smile

When;

A guy is in love, you can see it in his eyes

2011-03-06T19:36:00.001+11:00

Good relationships don't just happen. They take time, patience and two people who truly want to be together.

2011-02-23T16:44:00.002+11:00

Just know, that no matter what, I'll always be there, standing by your side.

2011-02-14T18:43:00.003+11:00

Based on a psychological study, a crush lasts for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds, you are already in love :)

2011-02-14T18:42:00.000+11:00

Goodbyes make you think. They make you realise what you've had, what you've lost, and what you've taken for granted.

2011-02-14T18:41:00.002+11:00

Happy Valentines' Day! :)
Loving my massive teddy and my roses from my loving boyfriend ♥

2011-02-07T15:58:00.002+11:00

I have to blog about this cause it made me smile :)

Walking back to the car this morning while holding hands, my boyfriend stopped walking just to turn me around, hug me and say that I'm the most beautiful thing in the world. Then I asked him "What about our baby?" and he replied "The cutest thing in the world"
NGAWWWWWW :$

2011-02-06T20:10:00.004+11:00

Relationships only fail if you don't try. You need patience, people just want an automatic love story, but it doesn't happen that way. You have to put in effort, pull your end of the rope, and if you truly love the person, you'll go out of the way to make it work.

2011-02-06T20:10:00.001+11:00

Love a fool or let a fool love you, but never let love fool you.

2011-01-31T22:18:00.001+11:00

' I wanted you to fight for me! I wanted you to say there is no one else that you could ever be with and that you would rather be alone than without me. I wanted the Lucas Scott from the beach that night; telling the world that he's the one for me. '

- Brooke Davis, One Tree Hill

2011-01-10T10:10:00.001+11:00

You're the guy that makes me laugh, the guy that makes me cry, the guy that makes me want to punch the wall out of anger, but at the end, you're still the one I love forever.

2011-01-01T16:52:00.001+11:00

I love how you always reassure me that you love me more than I love you.

2011-01-01T16:50:00.000+11:00

Bring on 2011! :)

2010-12-25T18:00:00.002+11:00

I guess as we grow older, it's no longer about how big or how many presents we get for Christmas, it's about having that special someone to spend it with. That's what we truly want for Christmas.

2010-12-25T12:41:00.002+11:00

Falling in love with you wasn't the plan. But when you held me in your arms, something told me this is where I need to be.

2010-12-25T12:40:00.001+11:00

The thought of you being with someone else hurts..

2010-12-25T12:38:00.000+11:00

You never really know how much something means to you until you're forced to let it go.

2010-12-25T12:37:00.001+11:00

Merry Christmas! :)

2010-12-17T21:45:00.000+11:00

You were my past. You are my present. You WILL BE my future.

2010-12-17T21:43:00.000+11:00

Each girl has that 1 boy that they will never lose feelings for..

I found mine already :)

2010-12-15T21:50:00.002+11:00

When a guy can handle your flaws, love you on your moody days, kiss you when you look great, and say you're beautiful no matter what happens, he's worth loving.

2010-12-15T21:43:00.001+11:00

When a girl says sorry, it means something. She knows if she doesn't say anything, things will get worst. She forgives you, but she's hurting. Just understand that.

2010-12-15T21:39:00.001+11:00

If a girl can put up with you through your worst days. And stick with you through all your bullshit. It's kinda obvious that you shouldn't let her go..

2010-12-14T21:31:00.001+11:00

I've never been this scared when it comes to losing you..

2010-12-14T21:25:00.002+11:00

When I'm with you, I act different. In a good way. I smile more and laugh more. I don't have to pretend everything is okay when it's really not. With you, I can drop the fake smile and put on a real one. I don't feel hurt and alone when I'm with you. Instead, I feel safe and loved. You're easy to talk to, and you listen to me. I don't have to worry about holding back with you. I don't feel self conscious. I don't ever feel insecure or sad. You show me that you really do care, and you're not just pretending. I really appreciate your company, because with you, I'm different. With you, I'm happy.

2010-12-14T21:23:00.002+11:00

I guess what scares me the most is knowing that at any moment, you could rip my heart out of my chest, tear it into pieces, throw it on the ground and stomp all over it. And that I'd just pick it up and hand it back to you..

2010-12-14T21:19:00.002+11:00

Before you let something go..
Think about why you've held onto it for so long. Think about what you've gone through and all the memories that go along with it. Do you think it's worth holding onto for a little longer because you can't live without it? Or is it because you don't know what to do if you didn't have it?

2010-12-07T21:56:00.000+11:00

Those people that are still with you at the end of the day, they are the ones worth hanging onto.

2010-12-07T21:53:00.003+11:00

I prefer talking on the phone than texting;
Texting:
> I don't know how you're feeling at the moment.
> I can't tell if you mean what you say to me.
> when you say 'lol' or 'lmao', I don't know if you're really laughing.
> you can just stop replying anytime without saying bye.

Phone calls:
> I can hear your cute voice.
> I can hear you actually laugh.
> It's easier.
> I can tell how you're feeling by the sound of your voice.
> I just like hearing your voice.

2010-12-07T21:50:00.002+11:00

There's something about you. No matter how much you piss me off, I can never seem to stay mad at you for long, even if I was in the worst mood. Maybe you're just too adorable to be mad at. Sometimes, I just want you to get the hell away from me and when I do push you away, you always seem to run after me. How on earth can someone like you put up with a person like me? Who knows, I can't live without you though.

2010-12-02T22:34:00.001+11:00

If there's no expectations, there's no heartbreaks and arguments.

2010-12-02T22:30:00.002+11:00

Why do we miss a person?
It's either because we realise that we never treasured the moments when they were always there and it left us wishing we could turn back time again.
Or we were too happy with them, we enjoyed every single moment, that we became so used to the ideaof having them around..

2010-12-02T22:27:00.001+11:00

I think the only reason people hang onto memories so tight is because memories are the things that don't change, when everybody else does.

2010-12-01T22:29:00.000+11:00

She was breaking, but she held on tight. That's how much she loves you, no matter how much she's breaking, no matter how much pain you're causing her, she'll always find a way to fall in love with you. That's how much you matter to her.

2010-11-24T22:00:00.002+11:00

'It's time that we solved the problems
We gotta settle it, eliminate the problems.
Baby let's try to make this right,
And I promise I'll never do you wrong.
Baby we can make a change
No more playing games.
I don't know what to do
Baby I'm so lost everyday without you. '

- Thai feat. V8- I'm going crazy ♥

2010-11-24T21:58:00.003+11:00

It takes time to understand a girl. But if she's really worth it, you'd take the time to try and figure her out. You can't know everything about a girl in a matter of days, it takes time. Phone calls, fights, dates, and every minute you're with her, you begin to know more and more about her. It takes time to know a girl well. Not fully, but well. If she really mattered to you, you'd take the time.

2010-11-24T21:57:00.001+11:00

I want to be your first and last.

2010-11-21T15:11:00.003+11:00

Once you fall in love with someone, they will always be a part of you. Even if you never talk, they'll still cross your mind and even the thought of them being with someone else hurts.

2010-11-19T16:42:00.002+11:00

'I don't ever wanna hear your name
And I don't ever wanna see your face.
And I never want you around me, No
Cause I really tried to make it work
And god knows that it really hurts.
I think it's best that you should leave
And stay the hell away from me.'

- Jimmie Allen, Stay away from me.

2010-11-19T16:08:00.002+11:00

Never stay with someone who doesn't show you that you deserve the universe. Don't do anyone any favours when all they do is make you sacrifice yourself. You deserve more than you give yourself credit for. Know that you should never settle for someone who can't prove their words for you. Most of all, love yourself and everything well will follow after.

2010-11-12T21:53:00.002+11:00

Maybe it's true what they say. There's always that one person who you never really get over. No matter how many other better people you meet, people who treat you better and people who love you better, in the back of your mind, there is always that person you can't quite completely forget.

2010-11-12T21:52:00.002+11:00

I'm sorry if sometimes I get a little jealous, thinking that someone else could make you happier than I could.

2010-10-22T20:01:00.002+11:00

I found someone.
Someone who always reminds me that I'm beautiful. Someone I can talk comfortably with. Someone who I can be silly with. Someone insightful. Someone I look forward to talking with. It hasn't been long, no, but we talk as if we've known each other for a long time. I'm gonna keep corniness out of this because that's his expertise. I know he's going to read this but he really is special. Actually.. special is an understatement.

2010-10-17T21:52:00.003+11:00

Yesterday, celebrated my one month anniversary with my boyfriend, John :)
> went to John's place for him to shower and to get some stuff he needed
> went to livo and walked around alone, waiting for John to buy me my present.
> received my present; an anklet with loveheart charms (:
> went to cabra and waited for felicia and caroline and the others to arrive
> went city and ate at maccas
> went to show karaoke for an hour
> went to watch the others play pool for an hour and a half
> me and john split up from the rest of the group and went cinemas to buy tickets to 'Inception'
> went to go eat at sushi train
> went to passionflower in capitol
> went back to cinemas for movie
> after movies, went home, where John slept over :)

Overall, yesterday was a good day. Happy one month babe, i love you xx

2010-10-17T21:50:00.001+11:00

If a girl can put up with you through your worst days, and still stick with you and all your crap, then it's kind of obvious that you shouldn't let her go.

2010-10-15T19:36:00.000+11:00

I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.
I want you to give me your hoodie when I'm cold.
I want you to hold me and keep me warm.
I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies.
I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers.
I want you to play with my hair.
I want you to take amazing photos with me.
I want you to come to my house and meet my family.
I want you to lay in my bed and hold me.
I want you to watch the sunrise and sunset with me.
I want you to give me piggyback rides.
I want you to kiss my forehead.
I want you to sing my favourite song to me.
I want you to wipe my tears away.
I want you to always remind me that you really love me.
I want you to tell me you miss me.
I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.
I want you to take pictures of us.
I want you to take me on a picnic.
I want you to smile every single time you see me.
I want you to know how much I love you.
I just want you.

2010-10-14T19:34:00.002+11:00

One day, I want to wake up next to you, stare at you for a second, give you a kiss, and fall back asleep next to you.

2010-10-14T19:30:00.002+11:00

I want to sleep with you;
No, not sex. I wanna feel your arms wrapped around me, nice and secure. I wanna feel you breathing. I wanna trace your facial features softly with my index finger. I wanna kiss your cheek when you're sleeping. I wanna hold you tight, I wanna dream with you. Then wake up to see you still physically with me, and start our day together, continue our day, then sleep with you again.

2010-10-08T22:10:00.004+11:00

Relationships last long, not because they're destined to last long. Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice- to keep it, fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not because they're destined to fail. They fail because one of the two, or both, made the choice- to set each other free.

2010-10-02T20:42:00.001+10:00

There's a difference between giving up and letting go.
Giving up is sacrificing what was rightfully yours,
and letting go is forgetting what never was.

2010-09-27T21:15:00.002+10:00

Be happy with what you have, because once you let go, it's going to be gone forever and at a point, you'll be wishing you can have it back, but til then, it will be too late and it will be just another regret added onto your life.

2010-09-26T21:14:00.000+10:00

Overthinking ruins you. Ruins the situation, turns things around, makes you worry and just makes things worse than it actually is.

2010-09-17T19:51:00.002+10:00

A kiss on the forehead, a hug when she's cold, a piggyback when she's tired and a walk in the sand in the sunset. The littlest things may seem little to you, but mean the most to her.

2010-09-17T19:44:00.003+10:00

Remember, I stayed no matter what happened.
No other girl will put up with all the shit you put me through,
Cause I was strong enough to handle the pain just so I can keep you.

But in the end, I guess I gave in to all the heartaches
And now, thinking back, you didn't deserve me
and you never will again.

2010-09-16T19:39:00.003+10:00

<3 john 160910

2010-09-16T16:43:00.001+10:00

There are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept,
things we don't want to know but have to learn,
and people we can't live without but have to let go.

2010-09-10T18:36:00.002+10:00

Haven't been able to blog anything lately, either because:
a) I'm too lazy
b) I'm too busy
c) fricken prelims are coming up! >=/

2010-08-30T21:57:00.003+10:00

' Everyone says don't give him no more chances.
He don't deserve them at all.
You ignore them, letting him right back in
So all this pain is your fault.
You blame him for your tears
But you keep on giving in.
No, I don't think you're really getting it
You are your worst enemy,
Cause you give him everything.
When you know this love is detrimental.
You're able to stick around
So take your eyes off the ground.
You are your, you are your worst enemy. '

2010-08-30T21:54:00.001+10:00

You can close your eyes to the things you don't want to see,
but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want to feel.

2010-08-30T21:49:00.002+10:00

The funny thing is, nobody really ever knows how much anybody else is hurting.
We could be standing next to someone who is completely broken, and we wouldn't even know.

2010-08-29T21:51:00.001+10:00

We don't realise what we have until it's gone. We're too stubborn to say, "I'm sorry, I was wrong." We hurt the ones closest to our hearts, and we let the most foolish things tear us apart.

2010-08-28T20:05:00.002+10:00

I'd rather lose an argument to you than lose you over an argument.

2010-08-27T16:18:00.000+10:00

A close friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future and accepts you just the way you are.

2010-08-26T16:20:00.000+10:00

I check my phone right when I wake up in the morning, hoping there would be a text or a missed call from you.

2010-08-24T21:53:00.002+10:00

I want a relationship where we act like fucking dumbasses and pick on each other. Call each other names and annoy each other. And still have the same love we had for each other from the day we became official.

2010-08-23T21:36:00.000+10:00

I hope I can find a boy who can proudly say 'I love you' even in front of many people. Who can see me beautiful even when I'm in my ugliest. Who can show me to his parents saying "Pa, Ma, this is my princess", and who can hold my hand in front of his friends and could proudly say "Guys, she's my girl. My life and my everything."